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Something Deep Inside Me Remixed

by Mikayel Abazyan and Friends

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Jacampanman
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Jacampanman It sounds even better on CD! :-)

I have to give my heartfelt thanks, by the way, to Mikayel for the wonderful personal service, too. The CD arrived just a week after ordering and Mikayel kept me up-to-date with the tracking details throughout its journey from Armenia to Japan. Thanks are also due to him for the thoughtful 'extras' that he included in the package. Much respect and appreciation. Thank you, Mikayel! :)
Carsten Pieper
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Carsten Pieper This is absolutely amazing! As Peter Hammill is one of my very heroes, I'm very picky, when it comes to cover versions of his stuff, because Peter's voice, though probably a very acquired taste, is quite unique, but Mikayel absolutely nailed it - the beautiful as well as the raucous stuff. I wouldn't have thought this doable. Clearly a labour of love and I appreciate this very, very much!
And thanks a thousand to Willy Vlyminck for another great tip. Oh Bandcamp, thy joys :-)) Favorite track: Easy to Slip Away.
willy vlyminck
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willy vlyminck A beautiful selection of Peter Hammill classics. The Top Of The World Club however made me wish that Mikayel had tackled more " recent"work as this version is truly awesome. Favorite track: The Top of the World Club.
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    Comes in gatefold card cover that holds a printed inner cover and a 12-page booklet with liner notes, artworks, and more. All is put in a Japanese mini-LP sleeve polypropylene bag - ideal for such a packaging!

    15-page digital booklet in PDF format contains the original artwork, introduction, original liner notes, a new essay on the remixing project, and provides easy navigation (see the picture) supported with clickable cross-references, as well as URLs to the related external web-resources. Best viewed in Full Screen mode.

    A few extra words to introduce this particular release need to be added.

    From time to time, after all the original copies of my first album were gone, I was asked if I were intended to reissue it. I started thinking about that seriously when that number had surpassed the number of fingers on my hand, and so I dropped a hint of my intention here and there, found the original master disc and the artwork projects (except the compact disc design, which I had to rework from scratch) and began the preparations.

    The resulting CD-R run of 30 copies will, I believe, be enough to satisfy whatever demand is there in the world, and remain in stock until the last copy is gone. Also, you might have already read about the Remixed version that is distributed with this purchase, as well as FREE Download. What is the point of such distribution of the release media?

    It was thought to be fair and simple:
    1) everyone who purchased copies of the original version of the album is now able to just download for FREE both the Remixed version of the same and the new EP with the songs derived from the same era (yet with different story) to get the full set in both versions (the original versions of the songs on EP can be found on 'All Of Us Pilgrims' 2CD FREE Download on my Bandcamp page).
    2) those who will be buying a physical copy will also get in their orders the link to the newly remixed version, and since the EP is available for FREE, they will also be getting the full set in only one purchase.

    The only difference between the 2016 and 2021 CD-R versions are the barcode, the removal of odd logos, and some rearrangement of the artwork on the compact disc surface. The sonic material is identical, so I don't think anyone will need to go for a new copy to get the album they already have. ;-)

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  • Ten souvenir cards - two for each of the album released between 2016 and 2021 - representing fragments of the artworks. Will be gladly signed, if requested, by yours truly and Levon Hakhverdyan, who is present on all five releases and who has been helping me to bring my dreams and ideas to life.

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  • Those who might have been thinking whether it makes sense to fill the collection with the missing items can now revise their intentions having a better pricing option for any of the two titles from "Something Deep Inside Me", "Something More", "Westerlies", and "Sketches from the Passing Years".

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  • Those who might have been thinking whether it makes sense to fill the collection with the missing items can now revise their intentions having a better pricing option for any of the two titles from "Something Deep Inside Me", "Something More", "Westerlies", and "Sketches from the Passing Years".
    Together with the ten souvenir cards - two for each of the album released between 2016 and 2021 - representing fragments of the artworks, this option may seem even more interesting. The cards will be gladly signed, if requested, by yours truly and Levon Hakhverdyan, who is present on all five releases and who has been helping me to bring my dreams and ideas to life.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Something Deep Inside Me Remixed via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 2 days
    edition of 10 
    Purchasable with gift card

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  • All four albums - "Something Deep Inside Me", "Something More", "Westerlies", and "Sketches from the Passing Years" - can be purchased together with addition of the ten souvenir cards - two for each of the album released between 2016 and 2021 - representing fragments of the artworks, this option may seem even more interesting.

    The cards will be gladly signed, if requested, by yours truly and Levon Hakhverdyan, who is present on all five releases and who has been helping me to bring my dreams and ideas to life.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Something Deep Inside Me Remixed via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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Afterwards 05:05
(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) You stare out in yellow eyes larger than my mind; in viscous pools of joy, relaxing, we glide... it's all too beautiful for my mind to bear and, as we shimmer into sleep, something's unshared. But, seeing the flower that was there yesterday, a tear forms just behind the soft peace of your shades.... The world's too lonely for a message to slip but between the dying rails of peace you trip. The petals that were blooming are just paper in your hand; your eyes, which were clear in the night, are opaque as you stand.You were too beautiful for it to last... these visions shimmer and fade out of the glass. The petals that were blooming are just paper in your hand. Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/vdgcds/agmlyrics.htm#1
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(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) Horus, the son of Isis, lay in the marshes of Buto, poisoned by Set. She called out to the High God Ra to kill this evil, that her child may live yet: casting aside her present fears, she called out on the boat of millions of years... Ra came and saw, and stopped the sun until he had cured the life of the innocent. Horus the Good lived in the North, in lands of fertility and beauty; but Set stayed in the hard desert, to him belonged all drought and perversity. While he sheds his tears beneath the boat of millions of the years he fights to kill the Hawk, bearing with him evil and darkness; but Horus lives with the Sun. Forever the battle rages, evil tries to kill the innocent baby and only Osiris, the Lord of the Dead, can eventually save it. So we must cast aside our future fears and call out on the boat of the millions of the years: the God of Love is on our side, and with him we shall not die - there's life in the Sun ! There's life in the sun ! Only the violence is the cause lost: in peace, grey Set can't kill our baby of love. Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/vdgcds/misclyrics.htm#4
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(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) So many years ago, I thought you were the one - who knows when people change, surrender into strangeness, adrift upon their lives, encompassed by the past? Who knows which one becomes the last goodbye? Don't try to tell me nothing dies. Don't try to tell me nothing's changed, don't try to tell me nothing's new, too many of my yesterdays belong to you. I shelved my broken heart, I put you from my mind, I got up from my knees, I picked up all my pieces, but seeing you again puts shakes into my soul. Just when I think I'm finally over you, don't come and show me that's not true. Tell me about it, talk to me - I hear it coming, I feel it coming, the way you want this thing to be. You're only trading on our memories don't go and say you still love me. You're trading on my memories, you're trading in a rosy past; you know I'm lost on stormy seas...but I still stand before the mast, beneath the stars and under sail towards horizons out of true.... Behind the dance of seven veils I still see you.... Tell me about it, have your way; I see it coming, I hear it coming, I know what you're about to say. You've had too many of my yesterdays, and I don't want to fall again. Don't try to tell me nothing's changed, don't try to tell me nothing's new, too many of my yesterdays are lost in you. Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/phcds/andcllyrics.htm#1
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(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) Celebrity kissing, this has got to stop; yeh, they're swarming like flies, they're like bees around the honeypot. Celebrity kissing, will it never end? Well, you know and I know this is only pretence.... You give it all you've got in radiance on the podium, manicured fingers grip the figurine. You taught us all you knew in missionary position; throw your arms around your latest scene, it could have been celebrity kissing.... This has got to stop: yeh, they're swarming like flies, they're like bees around the honey; you were wonderful, darling, does it never end? Well, you know and I know this is only pretence. They saw you coming for a thousand miles, knew something wicked by the pricking of the thumbs; they can't believe this cheek you're turning is your better side; I think they preferred it when you acted young and dumb. So you take it to the limit, take it from the top, shake it till it's broken, does the penny never drop? Celebrity kissing, this has got to stop: yeh, they're swarming like flies, they're like bees around the honey. You were wonderful, darling, does it never end? Oh, you know and I know this is only pretence.... Oh, look out. Oh, yeh, will the penny drop? Some kind of madness in characterization, some kind of method in your made-up face; you got your wake-up call, your open invitation, you get to party in the pagan place. This is only pretence. Cut and print, cut that kiss, cut....and print: this is only pretence. Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/phcds/noiselyrics.htm#4
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The Birds 05:55
(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) Spring came far too early this year: May flowers blooming in February. Should I be sad for the month, or glad for the sky? The birds don't know which way to sing and, my friend, neither do I. Two days ago, a girl I truly thought I loved suddenly didn't seem to matter at all. Should I sing sad farewell to things I'm really glad I've left behind? The birds don't know which way to sing and, my friend, neither do I. In another day, heavy snow will lie upon the ground and buds prematurely bloomed shall fail; and every creature living now, then will surely die... The birds don't know which way to sing and, my friend, neither do I. The birds don't know if it's time yet to fly; they don't know which way to go and, my friend, neither do I. Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/phcds/fmlyrics.htm#11
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(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) I once wrote some poems of stillness and silence, standing by rivers of reflected light; my thoughts were on being loved and yet unloved, too - I surrendered to the warmth of the night. And now I feel like dying, and if the water were still here, it would hold me close. I once wrote a poem while walking on gravestones, as cobbles, rain and tears lashed down my face; I then felt my whole world was fading as memories jostled and fell into place. And now I feel like dying, and the pain of old fires still burns. I never wrote poems when I bit my knuckles and Death started slipping into my mouth... but that was really a long time ago, and I'm not writing poems now. And though I don't feel quite like dying, there is something deep inside me softly crying. And though I don't feel quite like dying there is something deep inside me softly.... Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/phcds/fmlyrics.htm#12
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(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) I've been hanging around, waiting for my chance to tell you what I think about the music that's gone down to which you madly danced - frankly, you know that it stinks. I'm gonna scream, gonna shout, gonna play my guitar until your body's rigid and you see stars. Look at all the jerks in their tinsel glitter suits, pansying around; look at all the nerks in their leather platform boots, making with the heavy sound... I'm gonna stamp on the stardust and scream till I'm ill - if the guitar don't get ya, the drums will. Now's my big break - let me up on the stage, I'll show you what it's all about; enough of the fake, bang your feet in a rage, tear down the walls and let us out! We're more than mere morons, perpetually conned, so come on everybody, smash the system with the song. Smash the system with the song! Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/phcds/nadlyrics.htm#1
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Necromancer 03:51
(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) Yes, I live in the black woods, where you dare not even speak my name. If there is evil in your heart and you come near me you will lose your sane. My form is mystic, but my heart is pure, you'd better believe what I say: I am the Necromancer. I cast deep spells and potent: I am a Seer of the Real. My forces work against evil, for I love all I feel. I know the secrets long forgotten, you'd better believe in me: I am the Necromancer. Look into my eyes, I tell you, occults power lies in love. I fight against darkness, the power of the Black. Every day the power is greater, and soon the world will come to rights. Through the magic, through the power, shaman shall die on the seventh night. And now remember magic is here: you'd better believe in the White. I am the Necromancer, and I come to carry your heart away to good. Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/vdgcds/agmlyrics.htm#9
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Happy 03:15
(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) How was it that we first met? I forget, all I know is you looked happy. We walked around and talked a while; in your smile I found that I was happy. I want to tell you, it seems the thing to do, I want to show I truly care. Now at every time we meet we walk the streets, I'm with you and I feel happy. Just thought I'd tell you. It seems the thing to do, I want to prove I truly care. But how long will all this last? Time goes fast, It doesn't matter, with you, I'm happy. Time goes fast, It doesn't matter, with you I'm happy. Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/phcds/fmlyrics.htm#3
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(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) My friends, I never really thought you'd go, but, then, we know that's the way it happens here. Now time is like cat's cradle in my hands: I gather up the strands much too slowly. The refugees are gone...they take their separate paths, obliterate the past, figures in an ash shroud. Susie, I guess you're on your way to be a star, but I don't know where you are; the only time I seem to see you is on the TV It's so easy just to slip away.... Mike! It's a year or two since I've seen you.... I might have dropped you a line if I'd had time or the will. It's my fault too: I play a hermit's role of cars and stages, wages, supersoul, hardly ever seem to get outside these days. So, dear friends, as we grow on we feel to grow away, can only live in the hope that some day it will all return. It's so easy to slip away.... Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/phcds/chamlyrics.htm#6
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(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) We can talk about it in the car, we can talk about it with the drive. Keep your eyes on the road up ahead, (don't forget what we said about) staying alive. If we'd been stuck there just a few hours more I'd have cracked up, I'd say. No, you never can tell when it's coming. It's so hard getting out of the way... to be sitting targets is surely no better than running away. Sitting targets in the car: I'll be thinking about it - not so far, no so far to drive. This time we made our getaway, we'd been stalling for too long. Keep your eyes on the road up ahead while I try to forget what's been going wrong. (What's been going on...) You'd better check up on the CB, see what Tail-End Charlie say: "Oh, you never can tell how it's going, no, you never can see how it's been, but to stay sitting targets is surely no better than living a dream." Sitting targets in the car... I've been thinking it over, it's not so far, not so far to drive. In the car.... We can talk about it in the car, surely we can talk about it some other time. Keep your eyes on the road up ahead, I don't seem to be able to use mine and I'm losing control of my body and I'm running scared. Oh, we're left with a black-and-white movie, a positional state of affairs, an obsessional interest in moving just to prove that we're there, sitting targets in the car. I'll be thinking about it, not so far to drive... sitting targets in the car, I've been thinking it over, it's not so far, not so far, not too far to drive. Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/phcds/stlyrics.htm#7
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Vision 03:11
(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) I have a vision of you, locked inside my head; it creeps upon my mind, and warms me in my bed. A vision shimering, shifting moving in false firelight; a vision of a vision, protecting me from fear at night, as the seasons roll on, and my love stays strong. I don't know where you end, and where it is that I begin. I simply open my mind and the memories flood on in. I remember waking up with your arms around me; I remember losing myself and finding that you'd found me, as the seasons rolled on, and my love stayed strong. Be my child, be my lover, swallow me up in your fire-glow. Take my tongue, take my torment, take my hand and don't let go. Let me live in your life, for you make it all seem to matter. Let me die in your arms, so the vision may never shatter. The seasons roll on; my love stays strong. Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/phcds/fmlyrics.htm#5
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(Lyrics (original) by Peter Hammill) Here we are, static in the latter half of the twentieth century but it might as well be the Middle Ages, there'll have to be some changes but how they'll come about foxes me. I want the future now, I want to hold it in my hands; all men equal and unbowed, I want the promised land. but that doesn't seem to get any closer, and Moses has had his day... the tablets of law are an advertising poster, civilisation here to stay and this is progress? You must be joking! Me, I'm looking for any kind of hope. I want the future now, I want to see it on the screen, I want to break the bounds that make our lives so mean. Oh, blind, blinded, blinding hatred of race, sex, religion, colour, country and creed, these scream from the pages of everything I read. You just bring me oppression and torture, apartheid, corruption and plague; you just bring me the rape of the planet and joke world rights at the Hague. Oh, someday the Millennium! But how far is someday away? I want the future now I'm young, and it's my right. I want a reason to be proud. I want to see the light. I want the future now, I want to see it on the screen, I want to break the bounds: make life worth more than dreams. Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/phcds/tfnlyrics.htm#7 P.S. The first two lines were altered in the following way: Here we are, static in the <former> half of the <twenty-first> century...
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(Lyrics by Peter Hammill) And the future spread before us like a feast, we saw clearly to the curve of the horizon, felt like everything we’d wanted was in reach, all we so eagerly awaited And the perfume on the air, oh, I could taste it.... (Decline and fall, decline and fall is coming to us.... And when the fall comes it will hit you pretty hard when the fortified castle proves a house of cards and the sweet cup of plenty’s shattered into a million shards. Your Weltanschauung is now cut down at the core and your self-estimation’s falling through the floor now there’s not much still standing of the edifice by which you once swore and which you used to adore.) The air is thin, the air is thin, the top of the world club’s what we’re in; how thin the air, how thin the air, the top of the world club isn’t there any more. My crawling skin, my crawling skin, what circle of hell are we fallen in, so dread and drear, so dread and drear, the pressure above an atmosphere, open-jawed. All the stars are darkening, all the stars extinguishing one by one. Worlds we thought were ours to own disappeared and gone, disappeared, disappeared. Taken from Peter Hammill's Sofa Sound web-page at https://www.sofasound.com/phcds/thinairlyrics.htm#9

about

The "Something Deep Inside Me" album is my first full-length studio album that was released on July 9, 2016. All of the songs on this album are written by Peter Hammill, who kindly allowed me to produce and release them, and gave all sorts of permissions to do that.

The original physical copies have long gone, but recently I was approached several times by pH/VdGG fans who expressed their willingness to obtain a copy in case if there will be an additional run.

So, I decided to celebrate the 5th Anniversary of "Something Deep Inside Me" by releasing a small run of 30 physical copies. However, that is just a merchandise addition to the major release that is... the Remixed version of the album, offered as FREE Download.

The 15-page interactive Digital Booklet (in PDF format) that is supplied with every download (or purchase) reproduces the original CD artworks, and provides the story of how this new project came to life. Also, it contains a reference to... the second release of the same kind - an EP called "Rightovers", also containing an informative 12-page interactive booklet in PDF format.

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released May 22, 2021

All songs are written by Peter Hammill and reproduced with his kind permission.

Performed by:
Mikayel Abazyan – lead and backing vocals, grand piano, MIDI keyboard, acoustic and electric guitars, bass, percussion (1, 4, 7) and In-studio Smoking (3)
Levon Hakhverdyan – drums and percussion (2), SFX and the Zippo Lighter (3)
Ashot Korganyan – drums, percussion (8) and Solo Électrique sur la droite (4)
Rima Mirzoyan – violins
Sat Sargsyan – flutes

with
Aidin Davoudi – oriental singing and Martial Respiration (2)
Leslie Diaz – female voice (3) and Divine Storytelling (2)

Recorded (July 2014 – August 2015), mixed (September 2015 – March 2016) and mastered (March – May 2016) for CD release, remixed (March – April 2021) and mastered (May 2021) for Digital release by Levon Hakhverdyan at Brevis Recording Studio, Yerevan.

Produced by Mikayel Abazyan.

Publishing credits:
1, 8 – MRC Music, Inc.
2, 5, 6, 9, 10, 12 – Stratsong
3, 4, 7, 13, 14 – Static Music Ltd.
11 – Hit & Run Music (Publishing) Ltd.

Design and layout by Mikayel Abazyan.
QA and assistance in graphical issues by George Kalantar and Maneh Mart.

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Mikayel Abazyan Yerevan, Armenia

Born on July 9, 1971.
Self-trained playing piano, guitar and later - bass, which allowed me playing and making a few recordings with various bands in Yerevan.
In 2014, joined a special project dedicated to the music of Peter Hammill and Van der Graaf Generator, which brought me back to studio work. Having released yet another successful solo tribute, started producing my own music.
And I like it!
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